effsea is bye bye...hiccup

Subject: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Fri Sep 28, 2012 11:59 pm

Folks....hiccup

because of my very bad attitude of lately.....hiccup

I resign from the t.i.c.

yes I have your money....but over the next 3 to 4 weeks.....because of my limts....I will still send out till I'm done the bank roll.

I may be an ass.....but will never fall back on my word,

So peeps....no need to worry....I will do my part and pay out.

I do hope nothing but success for you all,

cheers

P.S. my bad really......anyone that I may have booted in my raged....sorry, so please re- apply...I will do what is best

so once I have did my br thing......tell me to eff off

cheers

Guest

What is going on here?? I either missed something or am not understanding what Im looking at. What do you mean bye and why is the Tank2 shut down?? I know you do far more work on this site and the home games than prob most appreciate or can imagine. it is alot of time, commitment and organization, but where the hell are you going bye bye to? For those of us who care not just about the games, TIC, Tanks etc but Effsea our friend and main man ,im hoping im reading things wrong. Take care and hope this is just a hiccup......

Guest

I wanted to ask the same thing as Chilli, but I'm new here. Eff, this is your club. If you need someone else to do some stuff you don't have time to do, I'll gladly donate any of my time, as I'm sure a lot of people would. please reconsider, you're like the glue that holds this group together.

Sad

Posts : 750 Join date : 2012-02-12

CHILLI 2 U wrote:: What is going on here?? I either missed something or am not understanding what Im looking at. What do you mean bye and why is the Tank2 shut down?? I know you do far more work on this site and the home games than prob most appreciate or can imagine. it is alot of time, commitment and organization, but where the hell are you going bye bye to? For those of us who care not just about the games, TIC, Tanks etc but Effsea our friend and main man ,im hoping im reading things wrong. Take care and hope this is just a hiccup......

Chilli said it so well.

We're all here for you eff, whatever you need, whenever you need it.

I love you

annie

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 9:32 am

annie_22at90 wrote:: Chilli said it so well.

We're all here for you eff, whatever you need, whenever you need it.

annie

Annié took thé words right outta my mouth! Ditto alla this. I`m glad thésé thréé can put théir words togéthér so wéll to éxpréss how théy, and wé all féél. I love you

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 9:43 am

thx. folks

but I lost it.....totally burnt out...down to about 1 1/2 brain cells

I do apolgise for how I handled this....my bad

sandtraps forum really...so he can take care of it.

There is a board of great people in the tank and t.i.c.

so there should be no problems there.

once again folks......I will send out the t.i.c. bank roll a.s.a.p.

your money is safe...I may be an azz at times...but I'm no thelf

effer/drunk

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 10:15 am

I, like all of us here hope you'll reconcider.

this place and the tank games are what they are much due to your input and participation. Your one of the first ppl from PSO that treated me as a friend. it would deeply sadden many, many of us here if you up and left, so please dont! Maybe back away from the admin portion or something, but dont just leave altogether. I sure hope you'll have a change of heart and stick around!! All the best what ever you decide of course though sir!! cheers

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 11:25 am

eff i hope this is just a poker break.take what you need or ask and i m sure we will all try to help/understand.
just wouldn t be the same without you.
pale

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 11:36 am

once again...thx

lost my poker heart over a year ago......it's more of a mental break down.....brain let me down.

I am sorry for my actions of late.....please go ahead and have fun peeps.

There is a great group here.....I forgot the rules of the tank...my bad

Guest

effsea ... you are a big part of all of this ... and did so much here ...

just take a break .... if yu need it .....everyone has days like this ... its just a ...hiccup .... Crying or Very sad

but yu make that final decision ....so w/e yu decide

I wish yu the best .....

Like a Star @ heaven

Guest

Hey man, I dunno what all is going on, but speaking for myself, I don't think of the Tank as just a great bunch of peeps, it's a great bunch of peeps with a great Head Drunk... So.

I mean, why else would your name be permanently written on the paper towel box in my bar? effsea is bye bye...hiccup Img20120220002449

effsea is bye bye...hiccup Img20120220002449

Hope you stick around, things really wouldn't be the same without you.

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 1:02 pm

Hey bud, I really can't imagine what brought all this on. You're not only a big part of what we all do here, but you have to know that you're the main reason for it, if not in some eyes, the ONLY reason for it.
Look, on the attitude, I've done it myself. We're human, and to not let out some emotions is to lie to yourself and others. And honesty is integrity. If some don't like it, then they don't, it doesn't mean they necessarily don't want you to be truthful. If they can't accept it, then they don't handle it well. You have to be you. Sometimes we have to keep ourselves in check out of respect for others, but if something is truly bothering you, your friends should let you express it, and have nothing but empathy, because we all have things to deal with.
The fact that you're so honest and forthright , means that you do have true friends here that you feel comfortable expressing yourself to. Most would just bolt, and not give a shit what anyone thinks. (I'm not speaking of the money, just in letting others know what's up.)
I imagine some of your health concerns dictate that you must keep everything somewhat calm, so please do what is necessary there. Just know, we all appreciate the hell outta you and can't imagine this place without ya'.
Dan

Guest

like all the others im still a bit confused about it alll ,, Question

,but

........ i think dan has said it welll ... ...

Crying or Very sad

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 1:32 pm

I don't know what I can add to what others have already said so well. Effsea, you are the glue that makes this place special, and I can't imagine what could make you want to leave.

I will miss you, and hope that at some time in the future you will regain your love of the game. Until then, please take very good care of yourself.

Crying or Very sad

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 2:09 pm

thanks eff
PokerStars Hand #86907604717: Tournament #617983355, Freeroll Hold'em No Limit - Level XV (1000/2000) - 2012/09/29 12:05:13 MT [2012/09/29 14:05:13 ET]
Table '617983355 183' 9-max Seat #9 is the button
Seat 1: satstars (45609 in chips)
Seat 2: wetmoose 613 (48508 in chips)
Seat 3: Nikilay (38870 in chips)
Seat 4: casino80 (41381 in chips)
Seat 5: paraworld11 (22518 in chips)
Seat 6: Charlesjfs (28609 in chips)
Seat 7: Svetik459 (21799 in chips)
Seat 8: Alis-P65 (72964 in chips)
Seat 9: miriamazucen (50694 in chips)
satstars: posts the ante 200
wetmoose 613: posts the ante 200
Nikilay: posts the ante 200
casino80: posts the ante 200
paraworld11: posts the ante 200
Charlesjfs: posts the ante 200
Svetik459: posts the ante 200
Alis-P65: posts the ante 200
miriamazucen: posts the ante 200
satstars: posts small blind 1000
wetmoose 613: posts big blind 2000
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to wetmoose 613 [2h 7c]
Nikilay: calls 2000
casino80: folds
paraworld11: folds
Charlesjfs: folds
Svetik459: folds
Alis-P65: folds
miriamazucen: folds
satstars: folds
wetmoose 613: checks
*** FLOP *** [6d 8h 9h]
wetmoose 613: checks
Nikilay: bets 6000
wetmoose 613: calls 6000
*** TURN *** [6d 8h 9h] [Ac]
wetmoose 613: checks
Nikilay: checks
*** RIVER *** [6d 8h 9h Ac] [5d]
wetmoose 613: bets 13160
Nikilay: calls 13160
*** SHOW DOWN ***
wetmoose 613: shows [2h 7c] (a straight, Five to Nine)
Nikilay: mucks hand
wetmoose 613 collected 45120 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 45120 | Rake 0
Board [6d 8h 9h Ac 5d]
Seat 1: satstars (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: wetmoose 613 (big blind) showed [2h 7c] and won (45120) with a straight, Five to Nine
Seat 3: Nikilay mucked [5c 5h]
Seat 4: casino80 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: paraworld11 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Charlesjfs folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 7: Svetik459 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: Alis-P65 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: miriamazucen (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
any one can win with AA bounce

Posts : 570 Join date : 2012-03-22 Location : Colorado

Effa,
I totally agree with what the others have said. The tank and the people in this group is the one poker positive since BF. All that you do and have done for both groups is greatly appreciated. I've always found you to be a good influence, and enjoy your sense of humor. You have tried to keep and encourage others to have a balanced attitude, which isn't always easy with a large and diverse group of members.Totally understand if you need to take a break from poker or the administration part, taking care of yourself and family is always of first importance. I hope you needing a break for awhile is just a short term situation, and that in time the interest in poker and the tanks will return. Like a Star @ heaven

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 4:18 pm

I will try to explain...try I said...lol

it's not what anyone has said to me or did........I think i let myself down.

All my life...I thought of myself as a leader...never someone that follows, the past year I just didn't feel that way.

I for one hate excuses... I hope this does not come across as one.

That being said....hiccup

I let life get to me........tried my best to battle thew it, but it got to me, and I lost my self control.

I got angry for no reason, and took it out on peeps that did not deserve it, at times my actions lately have been out of control.

I have been threw alot of life changes this past year and did not handle them all to well.....my fault.

I will do my best in the next lttle while to deal with them in the right way, and how to handle myself without causing other peeps problems.

Reading your replys today.....helped so much.....ty

But I'm burnt out.....need to re-think, or calm down.....or both

I do hope I expained my actions abit......not very good at putting my thoughts in print....anyways

cheers

Guest

effsea wrote:: ".....but will never fall back on my word
....I will do my part.....cheers............"

Kind Sir; stating the Obvious does nothing in furtherance of your cause here:

Yes, it is Well known that your word is Your Word, and that you conduct yourself in just such a manner; and so, we all/none here would ever have cause for concern in that regard.....

I am reminded of a quotation("oh no, another one?")from "To Lucasta, Going to the Warre's" by Sir Richard Lovelace...... a Soldier with Officer's Rank, in preparing to leave his Love to go off into battle, summed two things up quite succinctly in Prose:

To Lucasta. Going to the Warres

Quote :

I.

Tell me not, (sweet,) I am unkinde,
That from the nunnerie
Of thy chaste breast and quiet minde
To warre and armes I flie.

II.

True: a new Mistresse now I chase,
The first foe in the field;
And with a stronger faith imbrace
A sword, a horse, a shield.

III.

Yet this inconstancy is such,
As you too shall adore;
I could not love thee, dear, so much,
Lov'd I not Honour more.

Love & Honor go hand in hand; from one, comes the other. One is sustained/perpetuated by the other. To fail one is to fail the other and all else in life that is of Value.

I think that Lovecraft may have been have been sublimely emphasizing something unstated in his verse: Intrinsic VALUE.....Only a thought, but worthy of all consideration with reference.....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrinsic_value_(ethics)

And thusly I find that I must say to you Sir, how could you ever suspect or be concerned that we/they/Me/anyone with Any sense of perception, that we(etc.) would believe or think anything about you that would contradict that which is evident IN you?

It is clear to All that you are a "Stand Up Dude".....Could you ask to be thought of with any higher Regard? I think Not. You have earned that title with me, and not once have you ever said or done anything to me or another in my observation to disprove the title.

Bravo, Sir. Good Day to you.

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 5:19 pm

The Tank - is not the Tank - without you.

Posts : 583 Join date : 2012-02-12 Location : Louisiana

eff,

It pains me to know that you are in one of life's down cycles at the moment. Having been through a few myself, mostly self inflicted btw, I can only say hang in there for it will pass. In many ways poker imitates life and variance is alive there as well. Take some time to gain focus again. Learn from the past but concentrate on the future. Know that we are here for you whenever you may need us.

Good decisions,

Joe

Guest

I would be remiss if I did not include this, as it is a living, breathing mantra that lives within me on a daily basis, but for that to make sense to you, I would have to make definition; but I don't and I won't......just, here:

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 10:37 pm

effsea wrote:: I will try to explain...try I said...lol

it's not what anyone has said to me or did........I think i let myself down.

All my life...I thought of myself as a leader...never someone that follows, the past year I just didn't feel that way.

I for one hate excuses... I hope this does not come across as one.

That being said....hiccup

I let life get to me........tried my best to battle thew it, but it got to me, and I lost my self control.

I got angry for no reason, and took it out on peeps that did not deserve it, at times my actions lately have been out of control.

I have been threw alot of life changes this past year and did not handle them all to well.....my fault.

I will do my best in the next lttle while to deal with them in the right way, and how to handle myself without causing other peeps problems.

Reading your replys today.....helped so much.....ty

But I'm burnt out.....need to re-think, or calm down.....or both

I do hope I expained my actions abit......not very good at putting my thoughts in print....anyways

cheers

Want ya back Effer!!

DR

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sat Sep 29, 2012 10:42 pm

I'm really sorry to hear that you are burnt out. Take all the time you need to get in a good frame mind. Like you said it's all about the peeps and the poker game is the place where we meet to have fun. Look after yourself and your family. and remember, we are all about second chances. All the positive things you have done here in the forum, home games and yes the PSO far out weight the negatives.

Take care

Tom

Posts : 423 Join date : 2012-08-24 Age : 55

Eff, no idea wtf is going on here, and others have said such nice and accurate things. My take:

Effer break = cool
Effer gone = not cool
Everyone's kind words = cool
Sinman blue text = not cool (I can't read it without popping blood vessels in my eyes lol)
Effer stays = cool
Effer tries to leave = don't make us come over there

Dave

Subject: Re: effsea is bye bye...hiccup Sun Sep 30, 2012 1:46 am

TheLangolier wrote:: Eff, no idea wtf is going on here, and others have said such nice and accurate things. My take:

Effer break = cool
Effer gone = not cool
Everyone's kind words = cool
Sinman blue text = not cool (I can't read it without popping blood vessels in my eyes lol)
Effer stays = cool
Effer tries to leave = don't make us come over there

Dave

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